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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

nak kawen.nk pegi Especially wktu winter and spring.lg best kalau dpt rasa suma 4 season.kan?

Monday, December 5, 2011


syg..xtahu kenapa hati ni rasa sayu..rindu kamu banyak2..,moga Allah satukan kita dan jadikan hidup kita bahagia ye syg.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

do you know you?

at some moment i could find myself being a child. Attention seeker,reckless,curious,adventurous and quite a spoiled brat. Is easy to pleased and cry a lot. laugh a moment later. Yeah. Thats me. Thank God he had sent me an angel to be my faithful guardian. Imy darling. Truly madly deeply. :(
the biggest regret in life are the word unsaid and the things undone.

Monday, November 28, 2011

si manja mrs junne

sape suka manjakan diri? SaYA! Saya! Saya! Hehe.ptg td sambil2 jalan keluarkan peluh singgah guardian.nano white cleansing milk ni mmg da lama jd idaman.botolnya pn nampak menarik.akhirnya bli juga untuk manjakan kulit yg agak kering guna cleanser johnson 2. 1st time pkai..senang ati sy.hehe.seronok dan semangat bila nk bersihkan muka. Tau x rahsia disebalik tabiat sy yg suka manjakan diri? tiap2 minggu mesti ada brg yg sy bli untuk 'raikan' diri sendri.ini adalah sejenis penghargaan kepada diri sy sygkan diri sy,sy mahukan yg terbaik untuk diri mahu penampilan dri yg menarik,yakin dan berkarisma.cewah..hihihi.but of course i have to spend wisely.meaning that i limit a certain amount on my spending for this indulgence purpose. Don't go overbroad and only buy the things that i really need.quality issue is also taken into consideration.biar mahal ckit affordable, janji puas ati.sentiasa semak/google testimoni produk supaya tau serba sedikit ttg apa yg nk dibeli.jadilah pengguna yg bijak! Sekian. [slmt bekerja esok,minggu kedua,dan semoga lebih baik dr segala sudut ok.gambatte hairiah san!]

my wedding plan.

wuhuu! Its never too early to plan anything right? Hm..i'm turning 24 next year (but still have the sweet-20-looks) and i'm thinking to settle down in a cozy home with a person called a husband.yeah.a strong,healthy, and sweet kind of a husband.i mean i've got one,named amizan from melaka. :p and yes.i always fight with him.say bad things about him yet he's the only one stays in the deepest,most exclusive,the coziest room in my heart. For that reason i should hv a plan for us.get a nice home, so we can live closer and fight even more.hehehe. 1st, i want a honeymoon at universal studio,singapore.3days at 5star hotel have fun at the theme park. Our wedding should be held at cherating resort.with close families and friends.then at melaka, a resort near his home would be fine.the theme would be classic romantic and the colour is white! I wana wear a princess gown.wuhuu! Amizan will look great in a tuxedo.phew..cant wait to see that.seriously! oo God,we pray for ur blessing and please make these come true.amin.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

talk and learn.

i've always talk about others (or something) then i realize there are things i could learn from it.recently i told my sister that so and so had just married to a freaking hot young man.she is now very thin compared to few years back.''eh si s tu kan ai suka tgk dia chubby,lg comel dr skang.kurus sgt,cm xkenal dh.'' suka ati ak je ckp cm2 kn.then its like a flash into my mind that,''oh maybe i'm just like that too.better chubby and cute than thinner.hahaha.anyway amizan still loves me no matter how big i am.'' ok that was a lie.the last sentence.of course amizan will like the thinner version.everyone prefer a healthy partner.slightly obese is acceptable?haha.i'm trying to loose some stubborn pounds.trying harder every day.n i learn that now i am more health conscious,i mean More knowledge.this is the advantage of being me.i love me.i love amizan who loves me.

Friday, November 25, 2011

4th day report on 5th day

can i ask for more everyday? Like an outdoor event management?i'm sick of people complaining and bising2 like the office is theirs.xde etika.nk ckp main laung je.who do think u are? Although i admit that i used to be that emo, i know my limit.heh,i dont shout at people.its really look like you are not professional.hope some1 will teach u manner. I want 2 work outdoor!

Monday, November 21, 2011

my passion

what did i enjoy the most in a job? 1.The opportunity to harness my creativity in finishing a task.2. A task that require me to interact with people in order to organize events.3. I also love to interview people, knowing their life stories and turn them into inspiration. Other than that, I want to be a consultant that changes people's lives for the better.

1st day of attachment

Cc Devision. My first day will be today, November 21,2011. Should hv been in bed now but I got so many things to work on. Why I'm here is to announce my personal mission in accordance of the attachment. What i want is,only a 3 months practical and immediate permanent employment following up. I'll be warm to everybody and never stop smiling regardless how stressful it is. Creative,disciplined,optimist,enthusiastic,InsyaALLAH.AMIN.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

what's left?

in this SL1M PNB INVESTMENT BRIDGING PROGRAMME, i believe i become wiser eachday.people may come and go in your life,but friendship stays.never give up hope till your last breath.when something go wrong even if you believe you hv done your best,trust me,Allah is preparing smthing better for you.put aside the frustration and smile. Life will never taste so sweet if you haven't taste the bitterness~

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

how much preparation you have had to be a wife?

just had a few bites on stimmed fish and a number of dates.ops..forgot to turn off the iron.havent finish working on tomorrow's attire.a bunch of washed clothes are waiting to be hang.should hv started reading fimm notes an hour much things to do after a busy day.yeah its busy coz it has been a week since i went to office by the stupid lrt.very tiring and expensive!bravo to my collegues who had survive for almost 2months using these public transport. With all the responsibilities waiting for me after office hours,i always wonder: if i'm complaining of workloads for one person,how would it be when i suddenly hv additional workloads frm a person called husband.? Nooo..even my clothes are not properly arranged how could i manage another messss..uwa..tired tired!

Sunday, November 13, 2011

how to loose that ugly pounds on ur belly and thighs.

i'm not going to answer that for you. Google it,ask people about it,or find any sources available(for instance watch the biggest loser while having a pretty bowl of ice cream on ur lap and a mounting plate of fries on your hands). Seriously,if i knew the answer,i wont be struggling to loose a couple of pounds for the past few years. Its an endless journey,a painfull one because everytime people mention about your additional 'size',they broke your heart.its also an irony for the person who had critisized and ruin your day is not that pretty at all. Sometimes i want to fight back and curse right on their faces. But that will only make no difference between us.she choses to break people's heart but i chose to be good.unaffected.yes,i'm good!

Thursday, November 3, 2011

last day of bangauing ever

tonite would be the last day i want to blame others over my miserable life.i blame my dad who didnt allow me to play with other kids at my dad was so furious and unreachable.i only talked to him about few things in a month. There was a huge gap among,i want to blame my highschool teachers who were emotional n uninspiring.i was more terrified than motivated to learn in certain critical subjects.i havent perform very well in that subjects and my mom compared my result to my that time,i was too sad to celebrate my good achievement in other subjects. When i was at university to pursue my 1st dgree,i felt so much relieved coz i think i get my life back.i took charge on my money,my activities,my courses and my friends.i no longer under the watchful eyes of my family especially my parents. I blame my family for not giving enough room to make my own decision in life.i blame the people who said i am fat,i've gain weight or watever.i bounce that irritating n hurtfull remarks on them.i hope they will turn out to be wat they hv critisize.or even worst. Ok this is the final day of bangauing ever.after 0:00 am today,i will take charge of myself.take responsibilities of my failures and optimistic in achieving my goals.i forgive who ever hv insulted me,make me angry,break my heart or critisize me.this is the final day of bangauing ever.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011


i agree with a saying which is,'when a door closed,another door opens'. Unlike my other classmates who either have been employed,doing dpli,or pursuing masters, i was unemployed for months.i attended interviews but didnt get any positive result. For a moment,i was demotivated bcause i thought i wasnt employed due to my weaknessess.i thought i wasnt a preferable candidate who can fill in their company's vacancy. However, after attending SL1M pnb ib, my perception changed. Some of the trainers are outstanding and inspiring.i've learnt a lot of things in this prgram. Some of the topics might not related to my background of study,but the knowledge i get is definitely useful for my everyday fact,i think some of the topic like 'cents and sensibility' should be done at undrgraduate level,provided by the university itself.before venturing into working world,our graduates should be financially aware or able to plan their salary expenditure. Other than that,i was impressed by a number of trainers who did perform very well in their topic. I regret that i couldnt recall any of my school teachers who have taught me in such enjoyable environment. What i remember was,i did felt terribly unhappy when certain teacher came in and teach us.they threaten us,scold,or even shout at us-if they didnt satisfied with our performance.they dont left any inspiring character in my memory.provided the fact that i didnt hv much interest in their subjects,i couldnt get good result.i was demotivated and unable to make improvement.i hv to bear the pain to be left behind.all in all,i live in misery at tht moment. so when i met jude,madam kit and others at pnb,i feel its a bless to be in their class.the opportunity to be selected for the prgram is already a gift from i didnt regret or feel sorry for my unemployment bfore this.if u feel that you havent got anything you asked frm THE GOD, JUST BE PATIENT.HE'S PLANNING SOMETHING BETTER FOR YOU,MUCH MORE VALUABLE THAN WHAT U'VE ASKED FROM HIM.TQ ALLAH.ALHAMDULILLAH.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Love versus Lust

young couple who are not married by law,but act like husband n wife,thats lust.lust brings variety of social ills,resulting in unwanted pregnancy,and the worst is baby dumping cases. I've known a so-called-religious 'friend' who happen to hv a split the public,he is a religious scholar,an imam at his hometown,an even a trusted well-trained son.his fb status was all religous recently. What makes me sick is that,i know him quite well that he doesnt hv the right to give advice as he himself is already 'contaminated' by social ills or in malay we simply call 'tak layak nk ckp pasal agama'. Dont get me wrong.i didnt mean that the only person who can talk about islam is the ustaz or ustazah.what i actually mean is,please dont criticize socially-ill-women in ur fb status while u're the one who actually 'ruin' them! Get what i mean? I can say this because i know him.i even date him in the past.i feel grateful that our relationship doesnt work out.god had saved me from a crocodile,or a so-called religious malay we call it 'alim2 kuceng' hehe.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

makan faveret semasa di kolej

td lepas jumpa farah kt masjid jamek singgah pasaraya hero sekejap.supermarket is one of my favorite places.because i love to cook.hehe.perut sgt lapar sbb blum lunch.jalan2 kt frozen ternampak yogurt.gulp.this is memorabilia.haha.msa kolej dlu yogurt benda wajib beli kalau keluar.kalau nk msk kt kolej mst spageti bolognese.dapnye..huhu.husna n rumet,nadrah,ayin,meor,edah,jijah da rasa spgeti.kwan2,rindu korg.bila lg dpt betemu.nt bila da kawin i jemput korg mkn2 kt uma ek.kita wat hi-tea.hehe.harapnye xlama lg tcpai hasrat.amin.

in 2 years time...

1.i'm married. 2.ready to bring my family and in-laws to mekah for umrah. 3.graduate with master in Tesl. 4.bmi 20.hehe 5.earning 10k per in a decent house at bukit serdang-saw in newspaper.or possibly settle down in sabah.7.ride a forte. Insyaallah.

do this life gets a lot better if we happen to have a looottt of money?

can we buy happiness? People say can't but i definitely say yes. Why? In order to be happy,one has to live in a comfortable house,get a nice car and spend for holidays.the cost of raising kids are nowadays way too expensive.with the economy now,people have to struggle to make ends meet. For example now,i hv to be extra carefull in spending to save about 3k for masters.on top of that,i really wanted to move in to another house that is better.i want to buy this and that.i want to go for a holiday.i want to get Married! Money its definitely important for your happines but don't make it a priority. :)

Saturday, October 29, 2011

describe the person you love most :')

1.when he's not around,i feel lonely and a bit upset. Meaning that,i think the love he had for me is like the need air every second of your life,isn't it?and when there aren't any,how did you react? 2.when he's around,we fight more than love.thats the beauty of our relationship.i love being hugged and calmed like a little girl. 3.he takes good care about my feelings.never hurt me intentionally.never put anyone before me. 4.i'm completely hungry now and all i can think off is only him.flashing back the memory when we had our meals.he's never selfish nor fussy.can eat at regular place and feels like a 5star restaurant.huhu. I MISS U BABY. really really miss u. :'(

can 1million change a life?

sometimes i get upset for no reason.or at least theres too many things i found out dissappointing,but its relatively vague. To overcome that negative feeling, my mind came out with this idea. Can money change your life?.let say u've just won a million cash.what would you do? The 1st thing i thought was,book a 5star hotel.check in with the person i love other plans will grow from there :D. The money will be use for a decent,modern house,equipped with the latest trend.a fancy car,something like forte will do :).then set up a company that will generate more money.allocate some amount for funding any good business for less fortune amizan's religious institution.donate to lands.plant trees.provide jobs for rural areas. Thats it.the question is,will you be happy if you hv a lot of money?

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

6 weeks in PNB

wah. its already the sixth week since my 'employment' with PNB T_T remember the 1st day? I was the 1st person who arrived on the 22nd floor.then i went down again 2 wait for others. The 1st two people i saw were hanim and 3minutes we build a friendship and went for breakfast at tabung haji! That was fun.i rarely make friends in a first meet,at least b4, i find it easier to start a conversation with new collegues.

Monday, September 12, 2011

cepat dimasak,sedap dimakan,,sihat tubuh badan!

hoyeh..interesting kn tajuk entry kali ni?
Hehe.cik jun terfikir td,kalau da start keje/belajar kt PNB nt mesti masa terhad n penat.
Walaupun begitu cj xmo cinta mendalam in culinary terpadam begitu saje.To be timely efficient, cj hv to come up with creative ideas or create simple rules n regulation.
So some ideas pop up in my mind while cooking just now.
1. Stok sayur tahan lama dan mudah dimasak mesti ada di dapur. Contoh: tomato,carrot,timun,nenas,ulam-ulaman,salad. Sayur ni blh chop n dine je.sedia salad dressing atau sambal blacan.heehe
2. Ikan beli yg sudah siap disiang. Kalau nk senang cri resepi kukus atau grill yg blh main campak2 je bahan die.healthy plak tu.kurang dh mase nk menumis atau masak lemak bagai.
3. Sediakan bawang merah,bawang putih,halia siap n simpan di 1 bekas.nt nk masak tinggal potong je.
4.kalau malas basuh pinggan gunala pinggan pakai buang tu..blh beli kt pasaraya.lgpun bujang sape nk larang.hahaha
K la,cj mintak diri dulu.nk search resepi mudahmudah kt google.caucincau..

buang sikap pemarah dan suka mencarut

hari-hari ak dgr beliau merungut.naik senak otak ak ni.ade je yg xkena.suma org dipersalahkan.die nk org layan die baik,tp die sendiri asyik mencerca.nauzubillah..
ak harap bila ak tua nti ak x menurun trait sebegini..
ak cuma mahu lihat die bahagia,ceria dan sihat selalu. Lately she has been super duper extra irritating in my eyes..oh my.. Ak doakan die cepat sedar dan berubah ke arah kebaikan. Ak sedar suma org ade kekurangan n kelebihan masingmasing..yg penting kita slalu muhasabah dan perbaiki kelemahan.minta pada
Allah agr dipertemukan dgn org yg dpt melengkapkan diri kita.ak percaya kelemahan kita adalah untuk dilengkapan oleh pasangan.setidaknya,org tersebut boleh menerima keburukan kita ataupun dapat membimbing kita ke arah yg lebih baik.


Tertekan btul ak ngn arahan keras itu.damn!!
My nature yg suka memasak ni pun blh terbantut.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

harap tahun depan dapat beraya bersama suami tercinta

cemburu.tgk kawan-kawan dengan suami mereka. haih.bila la nk kawin ni.
kalau boleh bertunang n nikah nak wat satu hari je.haha.xmo tgu lama--lama dahhhhh.

sedar tak sedar our relationship dh nak masuk 4 taun.dulu ak selalu tanya kawan-kawan, bestfrens, cane dorg boley stay couple lama sampai 6 7 tahun.hehe

senang je.when you find ur true love, you just know it.he's your soul. the other part of you.
gelak tawa, nangis dan gaduh yg mengisi tahun-tahun yg berlalu.

dan yg paling penting sekali, jodoh ketentuan Allah swt.
dan ak harap dialah jodoh ak....
yg akan bersama ak sampai syurga.

Ya Allah, satukanlah kami, lindungi dan rahmatilah hubungan kami,jadikan kami suami isteri dan ibu bapa yg bertaqwa. amin ya mujib...

Monday, July 4, 2011

mari apply master..


bidang ape yg nk dipohon?

uni mne?

sepenuh masa atau separuh masa?

yuran cane nk settle?

y it has to be master, not working with your degree??


nak bawa diri jauh-jauh


mau pergi jauh-jauh dan lupakan semua ini.

mau berada disamping orang-orang yg tau erti kasih sayang.
tau erti penghargaan.
tau erti kemesraan.

the situation is way too cold.

i wana be free.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

little treats that leaved marks in our journey

In this state of unhealthiness, I still wana write something in here.
The cold is killing me slowly,but I'll endure it anyway.
I thank God for the healthiness I've had before , actually it has been so long since I had the last sickness in my life. And this is just a minor 'breakdown'.

Me and MJ has been together for almost 4 years now.
Back then I always ask my close friends how could they are still in love with someone for as long as 5,6, or 7 years? They just smile and no one gimme any concrete answer.

Now I know.

It just happens.

Plus minus 'mental breakdown' we had in this long term relationship, we cherish each other the way we are.

And as for me, I just love the little treats we had together. I bet he loves them too.

Gazing upon the stars, walking by the beach and do some bbq.

I am so excited when he push me on the swing..anywhere I find any swing I can swing on.

The times when we had our Laksa at Dengkil were another best moments.

Recently I made him some chocolate. Invented after numerous visit on the internet, and the result was outstanding! maybe he was just exaggerating the praises, but who cares. at least he knows how to thank and appreciate what I had done for him. All in all, I love the look on his face when he saw the box of chocolate in my hand.

We love cooking so much.
We love eating much more.
And we love each other much much more everyday..

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

from me with love..

terima kasih
buat insan yg sedia berdiri teguh
disamping saya walaupun saya berkali-kali gagal.

gagal temuduga.
gagal kawal emosi.
gagal percaya diri.

rindunya pada kamu

sakitnya perpisahan ini.

ya tuhan, jika dia jodohku,

rahmatilah kasih sayang kami,

lindungilah iman kami,

percepatkanlah penyatuan ini.

amin amin amin.

Monday, June 20, 2011


Sape suka mushroom sup angkat jari kelingking!

Warna nye putih xbpe putih, pekat, baunya…. mestila berbau mushroom!
Yg paling penting rasenye adalah heaven. Kalau xpecaye tanyelah MJ.tiap kali Nampak pizza mesti teringin mushroom soup.kan kan.

Tapi awas. Di atas ni adalah bukan mushroom soup. Nampak seakan-akan mushroom soup adela. Rasenye pun lebey kurang hebat saling tak tumpah, creamylicious kataku.

Cubala teka, mak I yg wat ni tau. Letak santan, gula berbakul-bakul (heheh acah je) dan ermmm the main ingredient is…duriannnn!

The best thing about living in countryside (bukan countryhome yg kat Rawang tu) is that you can have many things for free. Vegetable and fruits are some of them. Lately daddy brought home a basket full of durian he collected in our estate.
Fuhh..layan je.pagi petang mam durian.

Yg peliknye, time-time mkn pun MJ bleh muncul. Mula lah teringat MJ belikan D24 kt pasar mlm Sungai Buloh few months back. Sebiji, besar, dan tentulah mahal. Kami duduk dan makan disitu. Kira mcm duta produk pulak. Org lalu lalang tgk jer.hahah. peduli ape nyah.sebat je org belanje..

Kenangan oh kenangan!

Sunday, June 19, 2011

From kitchen,with Love..

Assalamualaikum dear readers.

I baru je siap memasak ni. Sejak duduk diam di rumah I bukannye duduk kosong je. I prepare meals for my family tau. nye ialah, Asam Pedas miss opps Mrs Junne, dgn Kerabu Pucuk Paku Sesedap Centa. Kih2. Namanye mmg begitu ye, sebab sepanjang memasak tu I teringatkan Mr. Junne(私はあなたを愛して!) yg sama passion dgn I dlm bab masak dan makan ni.

Okey bahan-bahan yg diperlukan ialah:

(hidangan untuk 5 org)


1. 7 ekor Ikan pelaling ( Rupa dia mcm ikan kembong tp lebih kecik dan lembut isinya)
2. Sebatang serai-dititik
3.daun kunyit yg lebar ---4helai
4.daun kesum ---3tangkai
5.asam keping--5


1. 3cm halia
2. 2cm kunyit hidup
3. bawang merah-3
4. bawang putih-1
5.cili kering---7


1. Bahan B dikisar bersama sedikit air.
2.Susun/lapik bahagian periuk atau kuali dengan kemas. Kemudian susun ikan diatasnya dengan teratur juga.
3.Tuangkan bahan yg dikisar keatas ikan,masukkan serai,asam keping, dua sudu teh gula dan dua sudu teh garam. Masukkan air sehingga menutupi ikan.
4.Masak sehingga airnya agak kering. Pastu pandai2 la adjust rasenye.kalau tawar tambah garam ok!.


Simple aje,tp rasenye sungguh sedap. Daun kunyit yg diletak bawah ikan tu akan membuatkan isi ikan bertambah pejal dan susah hancur.

Resepi kedua pula, Kerabu Pucuk Paku Sesedap Centa….ntila I letak kt nk p mamam dulu hasil masakan I td.mina sang...gohang o tabemashiooo..yahuuuu!!!

Spice up your day!

Mess up with your bff’s boyfriend.
Paint your brother’s room with hot pink.
Or cut off your mum’s roses.
Okay don’t do these, seriously.
Try something mild instead. Like learn foreign language? Korean or Mandarin is quite in these days.
Besides being useful in your career someday, you’ll be much happier to catch up with your favorite Korean movies later on.
It is also an added value to you as not many people can speak Korean let alone understand the language.
Back then in high school I’ve learnt Japanese and honestly I’m proud I did it.
Now I can talk Japanese with my sweetie because he happened to learn the language when he was in the army. Coincidence, huh?

Saturday, June 18, 2011

TREASURE for everyone

ini saya punya! cekgu memandu terbaik dari ladang!heheh

semua perlukan cinta kasih sayang supaya dunia ini menjadi indah walaupun ada ketikanya kita kesakitan,kecewa,mahupun gagal hari demi hari.

(i always remind myself to believe that all the weaknesses and failure are going to be my greatest strength ever.)

untuk mendapat cinta,kasih,dan sayang, kita perlu memberikan sebanyak-banyak cinta,kasih,dan sayang yang kita ada. baru fair kn?

sayang,miss u much!


yes..the eagerness to learn was the reason why this going-to-be-fabulous blog was born. i live with many questions in mind,wondering why this and that happened. all i know is that everything happened for a reason or sometimes reasonS. lets started with 'why are you reading these?

and the reasons might be----

1.i'm your high school secret admirer :P are thinking about what might be my OTHER activities besides being unemployed for the past few months?'s unbearable not to read something or anything about me, :P's just happened!

dear readers, what ever reason it is, it's my pleasure to become one of your reading materials. i love reading too, and one of my mission is to inspire people to read more. so, till then, see you next time with another-fabulous-entry of mine! <=