2013 wishlist

1.shed 10kg..in early march

2.own a house by the end of the year.so start saving 2k per month!

3.get maarried at the resort

4.honeymoon at perhentian

or korea!

bermula episod diet kaw2 punyer!

Today is my second day...i have to believe that i had cut down 50% of my daily food and carbo consumption!

The strategy is...only 20g of carbo from selected food is allowed. As such, on my first day...i took an apple(not recommended) as a beginning and a plain water for breakfast. Lapar hokey pukul 10. then amik sesudu dua oat and sesudu horlick untuk mengatasi kelaparan yg menyengat. then for luch, i took fried sambal fish and a handful of sambal tempe-my favorita! For dinner I fried an ikan sembilang and half ikan kembong to be dipped in sambal kicap...pergh heaven. never know such simple menu could end up very nice in my mouth and sufficient for my appetite.


Today:
Breakfast with 2 village eggs-half boiled with sprinkle of black pepper-kelas kau jah!
glasses of plain water

lunch at 3:45p.m
I ordered sup campur at bistro next to my office. thank God its delicious.
and a glass of plain water.

Dinner
2 pieces of fried tauhu dipped in sambal kicap too, and guess what, to my surprise, its heaven too!
have already decided to entitle this menu into snack or breakfast.-but have to recheck its amount of carbo.
and another masterpiece for my dinner today--as a self reward for my Atkins diet--a boiled siakap with broccoli. :) so simple and walla! sambil masak and makan i thank God for giving me a slightly overweight issue to handle. now i know what to choose, what to cook, what is healthy what is not. i even learnt to swim! --a fobia i never thought to overcome in my life! See..He tested me with a tiny hardship and gives a better, magnificent present in return. alhamdulillah. dengan ini ak tau..amizan walau dia kenal ak sejak ak kerempeng sehinggalah berbadan tripple..dia tetap setia dan semakin cinta. itu anugerah yg tak ternilai. alhamdulillah syukur pada Allah..:')

hadiah yg Allah bg tak semestinya dalam bentuk yang kita suka...kerana kita mungkin menyukai sesuatu yang tidak baik untuk kita..Allah saja yg lebih mengetahui. Doa ak saban hari..jika amizan tercipta untukku Ya Allah jadikanlah kami kuat untuk menghadapi segala rintangan. berikanlah kami kebhagiaan dan peluang untuk membahagiakan org2 yg kami sayangi.amin.

Jika dia bukan untukku....engkau sajalah yg dapat mengubati hati kami.menutup kekecewaan kami.melengkapi kehidupan org yg dicintai.:'(


apasal emo???

RINDU.sekian

AKU INGIN DIET

hai..ini saya ketika berumur ermm...24?

dan ini saya ketika berumur 24 juga...reaching 25 by this march. :|

argh.saya da xsanggup naik penimbang! selalu angkanya amat mengecewakan. jadi hari ni saya dgn tekad dan azam baruuuuuu.nak DIET! yes! diet. bukan xpernah buat sebelum ni. walhal saya telah mula berdiet sejak sekolah menengah--boleh bayangkan berapa lama? kira. umur 17 tahun da ada kesedaran nk turunkan berat badan.haha. masa tu berat 50kg...kira agak chubby sbb kawan2 lain suma kerempengggg.
wahaha. selama 8 tahun fight nk slim down...acane tu.

saya da berTEKAD! saya nk diet ATKINs pulak. seminggu nak turun 3kg...okey...tak realistik.urmmm. 2kg   seminggu! yes!2kg! jadi perlukan masa selama 5minggu untuk capai turun 10kg..

Ya Allah bantulah hambamu ini. niat hamba nk slim down untuk jaga kesihatan.bila badan sihat otak cergas.boleh kerja dengan optimum.dapat bonus boley pergi umrah dgn mak ayah...and suami(sponser besar) :)

bleeding

people come and go in your life

some left with good memories...


others give you scars...

but this time around, i don't know when the heart could stop bleeding :(
:( :(

i didn't have a regret though..since my decision was all rational..

I'll be fine.............. :(

i'll be fine............... :(
I'll be strong enough not to hold on our memories... :'(

tiffany blue and pink

my favorite color updated!

when i was 19, i love brown so much -coz my ex used to love this color :D i thought the color-or the person who loves this color is maturely ermmmm understanding, caring and unique? bhahaha

when i was a little girl, i love green.......and i spent a lot of time gardening.

at the age of  20, i started to like deep purple..or any purple in general. and i've learnt later that people who love purple are funny! :)


turning 24 in 2012, favorite color changes to tiffany blue and pink!

anyone who wear this looks fabulous!

boys can wear pink, depends on the shades-of his skin tone and the pink itself

couple looks great in tiffany blue coz the color is damn sweet and rare.
today is 1st syawal and i love to see men in baju melayu.everytime i see one, i give the ratings.haha


happy eid everyone. may this raya bring us bunches of love, blessings, and every good things.

patah

bukan niatku meretak hati
cuma ku tak sanggup bersulam mimpi saban hari
bukan maaf yg ku pinta
karna ku tahu diri ini tidak layak menerima

hati jauh

hati kosong

hati bukan yang itu lagi

ak tak tau dimana nak cari

rasa cinta itu lagi

~~~~~~~~~~~kosong..kosong.. :'(

yesterday was a big day for my best school mate. Farah zaihan and uda, congrats and live happily ever after ;) yesterday was also my very first long journey as a driver.jengka-kuantan is a long way to go. hahaha. i'm so nervous but everything went well. thanks to my brother who was assigned to pick up any calls and read my text messages while i'm busy handling the wheels. i don't recommend anyone using their mobile phone while driving, that's the number 1 rule in my driving life. NO TEXTING WHILE DRIVING! so this tuesday would be my second travel to kl,with daddy's car. travelling with a public transport nowadays could be very tiring and time consuming. i'm tired of cursing while waiting for my ktm to arrive, because it took years to come at the station and when it arrived, it is fully loaded! thanks to my mum who never get tired of pushing me to the fullest :P she is the one who makes me driving with my trembling knees.my reluctance didn't stop her in any way.near or far, in the rain or under the hot sun, and i gradually become confident. no pain no gain! adios

when you fail countless times, and you still don't want to give up.yet.

Today I had spent hours in the kitchen to bake a cake. and the result was just as miserable as always been. that was my mistake. i couldnt help myself from using my own recipe instead of what have been written in the book. however, my heart says this failure is not the end of the baking passion in my life. i will definitely try again, again and again.

your childhood hobbies, (and still doing it!)

yes! i read books since i was at the primary school. still remember the times when my older sister brought home a number of storybooks from the library. charles dicken's, treasure island, fairy tales.. and i'm glad i started young and still doing it. of course, now 'books' are more convenient, you can read it while lying on your bed, with the lights off, ^^, yea..i love my xpress music damn much. i read a lot when i have you darling! apart from reading, what next? CLAY! haha.i used to make cooking pots with these. then when i come across play doh, i made lots of miniature with it.at the age of 24, i got a few little mushrooms on my desk at the office. for me it is an art that not many people understand. :) okay finish with reading and playing play doh, there are also few favorite things that grow up with me. a passion for flowers, fish, dresses, colors and many more! ...i've written mine, and how about you?

First thing to do when you wake up every morning

Salam everyone. What a wonderful morning! I still have cloth on my back A roof to cover my head Fresh Free air to breath a healthy body that can walk, watch tv and cook delicious food for family :P we should be thankful every morning we wake up from our sleep. some people cannot even make it, they died in their sleep (and we dont know what happen in their next chapter -_- ) some people wake up and started to grumble. they have everything but see nothing good. Today I'm glad I'm at home, with my parents, younger brother and sister. The status is partially unemployed, but i'm still happy. mummy and daddy needs me at home, and its my responsibility to take good care of the family. Reminiscing the good old days in CCD,PNB, my heart sank. I love every bit of time i had spent there. :( Previously I posted a picture of a guy standing with his squash racket right? He is my so-called supervisor a.k.a teacher. It is 'is' because I still regard him as my teacher, the one that inspire and guide me to do everything in CCD. He might be cynical and his jokes might hurt in the deepest of your heart, but he is nice the way he is. He has 25 years of experience with PNB and is planning to stay until retirement! I can say that he is a good example of a punctual and dedicated employee. Very passionate in his job and will be more than happy to share his knowledge. Thanks for the lovely present and memorabilia Hope I can work with you again en.lan. Miss CCD so much!

ptg nanti i akan update pasal si dia dlm gambar nih. siapakah beliau? apakah beliau mempunyai kepentingan dlm idup i? ha nantikan. caw bebeh, mummy da panggil suh masak ikan keli berlada.fuh

Finally I said goodbye and step out of the cozy office which is also my second home since the internship of SL1M. i thought it was a curse to be a trainee in such a hectic department, at least in the first two months. ", but the fun started to show up when SARA 1Malaysia was due to be launched.At PWTC and TAnjong Karang. i LOve to be outdoor. (for some reason, i think that is what i meant to be, an active outdoor employee!) then.. I started to prepare the MC text, mc text and mc text.memo's, official letter, BQ-bill of quantity, tender evaluation n etc. ................. minggu saham at kota kinabalu, sabah. where i develop fancy feelings for my colleagues hahah and now all i can remember is the farewell and definitely the best days throughout the internship. all the hardship, the pain i've gone through were replaced by the best positive feelings.

i miss u guys, truly,madly,deeply.

May 8, 2012, a few days to go!

May 18 is coming and my internship will end soon. Guess what? i couldn't believe that i have the feeling of unwillingness-to-leave PNB. Who would leave a family for another home, which you are not sure of finding the same warmth, and love anywhere else? yes CCD is a family. and my job is a love too. i love being here. i love my bosses. i love everyone. i love what I've learn. my experiences were priceless. en. lan, thanks for being my teacher. a fussy and funny teacher. a cynical teacher. abg hanafi, thanks for being a great brother. a protector, my savior. will miss u lot :'( en. li, ur passion in teaching and ur caringness had touch my bottom heart. no one could say bad things about u. they simply cannot. coz u dont deserve it. u remind me of someone i want to be, a teacher, a lecturer, who are very inspiring and likeable. look...my eyes are brimming with tears as i write about them. :'( :'( :'( all CCDs.... i couldnt say goodbye.................... yet. :'(

mencari perfume yang classy,feminine,mysterious,and light scented.

nak kawen.nk pegi korea.paris.jerman.us. Especially wktu winter and spring.lg best kalau dpt rasa suma 4 season.kan?

syg...

syg..xtahu kenapa hati ni rasa sayu..rindu kamu banyak2..,moga Allah satukan kita dan jadikan hidup kita bahagia ye syg.

do you know you?

at some moment i could find myself being a child. Attention seeker,reckless,curious,adventurous and quite a spoiled brat. Is easy to pleased and cry a lot. laugh a moment later. Yeah. Thats me. Thank God he had sent me an angel to be my faithful guardian. Imy darling. Truly madly deeply. :(

the biggest regret in life are the word unsaid and the things undone.

si manja mrs junne

sape suka manjakan diri? SaYA! Saya! Saya! Hehe.ptg td sambil2 jalan keluarkan peluh singgah guardian.nano white cleansing milk ni mmg da lama jd idaman.botolnya pn nampak menarik.akhirnya bli juga untuk manjakan kulit yg agak kering guna cleanser johnson 2. Wah..hm..selesanya 1st time pkai..senang ati sy.hehe.seronok dan semangat bila nk bersihkan muka. Tau x rahsia disebalik tabiat sy yg suka manjakan diri? tiap2 minggu mesti ada brg yg sy bli untuk 'raikan' diri sendri.ini adalah sejenis penghargaan kepada diri sy sdri.sy sygkan diri sy,sy mahukan yg terbaik untuk diri sy.sy mahu penampilan dri yg menarik,yakin dan berkarisma.cewah..hihihi.but of course i have to spend wisely.meaning that i limit a certain amount on my spending for this indulgence purpose. Don't go overbroad and only buy the things that i really need.quality issue is also taken into consideration.biar mahal ckit affordable, janji puas ati.sentiasa semak/google testimoni produk supaya tau serba sedikit ttg apa yg nk dibeli.jadilah pengguna yg bijak! Sekian. [slmt bekerja esok,minggu kedua,dan semoga lebih baik dr segala sudut ok.gambatte hairiah san!]